Warrod

"Possibility because the study costs me time, which I can get back. " I realized i wrote this sentence wrong. I wanted to write " Possibility to study at better univerites costed me time, which I can't get back. I just wanted to say that cance to choose better university costed me time. It is everything ok with this sentence?

Point taken. Thank you for helping. So should I send it now or add smth else to the letter?

I want my letter to look formal, at least a little bit. I know that I need to work on organisation of my letter. Few days after I applied for University in my Country my mom called me. All of a sudden she asked me if I wanted to study in the Netherlands. Only thing which I needed to try to apply was english exam. I thought I must try but then I saw a problem with test dates. I realized that I don't have enough time to pass tests and send them to your University before the deadline.. I don't want to miss it at any cost. I used to be terrible at school. I was playing computer games instead of learning. But after I finished technikum and passed exams I realized that I want to choose a different patch in my life. I set goals and wrote a plan how i WIll do it. During time of learning I started reading books about management, mostly from Peter Drucker. After reading a few of his books I realized that I want to become a business consultant in future. I was dreaming about becoming a valuable business consultant in the USA or Europe. After months of learning my scores were much better, maybe not the best but with them I had a possibility to study in better Universities. Possibility to study costs me time, which I can get back. I was happy because I got to University in my country but I was consciously thinking about my mom’s offer. Earlier I was associating studying abroad with luxury, something only for a few people but now after my mom told me that I could live with her and study there. Chance for later registration is important for me because I don't want to waste time anymore. Earlier I was thinking about a bachelor in my country and master degree abroad but now I have a strong feeling that I should study abroad now because It is impossible to get any time back and studying abroad now could lead me to better opportunities. I also know studying in english will be better for me, especially because I want to live abroad in the future. That's why I would love to study in your University. I would want to apologize and ask if there is a possibility for me to deliver my toefl scores a little bit later. If it is possible I will write my exam on 5 december and wait for your decision.