I know three languages and I can only say one thing... all languages are complicated when you first get to know them. Who's ever had that thought? It's like when you start to learn it, it's easy and simple, but when you try to say something, it's like you swallowed your language. Maybe it's about psychology? Maybe there's something stopping you from doing it.
I found one resource where they can help you learn more...have you tried it?
https://www.coursera.org/browse/language-learning/learning-english
